hell yeah...!

hoy regrese a andar por aca, y tenia tantas cosas que compartir que se me olvidaron todas...asi es que los dejo con una promesa de un nuevo top 10 list para la otra y con el consejo de que salgan a apañar el disco de los black angels llamado passover...super cool...!

pas vous, depart...

Like a closet matchbook player plays with the option laid in front of the razor blade...
prepare the oxygen tank, apply the pressure on this wound...
it will not disappear with will, it will not disappear with magic...
now I've opened up the door, to the cold...
my lungs are breaking with cold air, my heart is frozen shut...

now I must depart...
it's time to close up shop...
how could it be that fires turn to ashes...
from the comfort of still burning thoughts...

the taste of old news is like smelling used gasoline...
good for asphyxiation, not good for the giving tree...
it gives up all it's branches, until there's nothing left to give but blood...
and you even take that witch might bury my grave...
at least put me in the satin coffin with my favorite decay...

never enough to put up a decent show...
too sacred to give it all up, too self righteous to ask for anything...
and when confronted with absolutes, you become a mad scientist...
not insane but just upset...
not insane...just better off dead to the world...

so wave goodbye, only once this is your chance to do so...
now exit through the big door, exit from the left side of the stage...
but keep that expresion, its pure not manufactured...
escence of morming white tears in line to the rub out...
mascara on your cheeks and fingers...
I don't deserve one of your tears...
save them for someone who was really there...
someone who doesn't feed off them...

the white morning shadowless face appears to be waking up...
to the sound of regrets we wont have to use up...
take my hand, step out of bed, your still wearing the same clothes as last night...
and thankfully the same expression is still there...
now give me that stare, that same one from last night...
it just might be your salvation...it just might be your secret key...
to open my cold dead heart...
to open up my cold dead heart...

the blood relearns to circulate...
but where is it going this time...?
is it leading me back to darkness...?
is it filling me with fire...?
is it the tender femenine touch...?
or is it
just desire...?

Week long answer to a two minute question...

Solution...
bittersweet solstice...
away from users of abuse...
abusers of reasonable treason...

the wound infected...
diagnose a fatal failure...

wanna know why?...
what was it like?...
Do you recall at all?...

An evening used in ruin...
Rebels rest in pieces...
intravenous is polluted..

I, eye...

Night opening device...
Recall protocols...
So easy to disassociate...

Cut off the piece that contains you...
your being and your memory...
so easily, so vain it seems to be your color...

Such an easy answer to give...
But none was given...

I extend my arms in 5 directions, up to the sky, to you, to hold, to hate the ones who hate back and an open palm that tells no lies...

Time was stagnant and felt wasted...
Walk away without your legs attached...
On both your heavy wrists...
carrying cross meant for martyrs...
not yell willing to accept a peaceful faith...

(pic by paul politis...)

Hppy birthday to Gilda and jack daniels...!!!

Looking through the glass, does not transmit the true beauty...

Looking through the glass
does not transmit the true beauty...

So sorry, so unconfortable...
the first stare was an invitation...
hello & goodbye...so long...
Goodbye hello, hello...and so on...

You are not a a painless moment...
you are free to walkabout these lines and limits...
you are not encased in plaster and attached to wires anymore...

Your eyes are real, you smell adictive...
those eyes that bind a stare on such a pretty face...

Take me to where you're always magical...
where there's no looking back...

Set in front of inocent bystanders...
who only caught a glimpse of what we had, have and will have...

Are you finally jelous, funny girl...
you skip this last step...
to look at the big picture...

warning track tears...

water hits my face and I finally wake up...
time to check the morning for spots...
familiar matting call that gets drowned out of recognition...

and the method that you used this time works both ways...
as a invitation and a severance check...

it was all an unmailed letter...
the reason for my sorrow...
nevermind...

taking empty promises...
and giving them life...
of their own and on their own...

the only signs of conflict are the scorpion and anvil...
left inside the scorching heat...
of deadly hearts...

take off and pay me back later...
I know you won't...
but at least I have your promise...

now the color of this breath I held for you is tarnished...
and has turned white...
I'ts time to get back home...

video del dia - video of the day...

Hoy el trip es flashback a los 90's...finales de ellos, cuando se vovio a perder la inocencia, me pego la nostalgia y por eso, aqui les presento '3 colours red', con su cancion 'Beautiful Day'...



Today's trip is flashback to the end of the 90's, when again, we lost our inocence...I got hit by nostalgia so here is 'Beautiful Day', by '3 colour red'...

watch this movie...

The science of sleep...if you liked 'Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind'...this is for you...
.

Emelec Puntero Hijodeputas...!!!

Asi como lo leen, se comprobo la paternidad sobre la basura toreada...Emelec puntero...vamos azules...!!!

2 X 1...!!!

letra del dia...lyric of the day...

La letra del dia es de la banda 'heatmiser' en la cual cantaba el excelente cantante y escritor 'elliot smith'...que esta descansando en paz finalmente, despues de una pelea muy intensa con sus demonios personales...la cancion se llama 'not half right' pero prefiero ponerle como esta en el disco...'untitled'...

well you shouldn't doctor yourself
well i pictured somebody else
someone who looks like
what i look like
would you say that the one of your dreams
got in you and ripped out the seams
that's what i'd say
that's what i'd say
he was a sucker for your double dose
motherf***er turned white as a ghose
don't you say hi
don't you say hi
with your broken sink for a face
in a head that just takes up space
he's not half right
he's not half right
it's already half past
and it won't last
i was sticking up for my friend
well there's nothing much to defend
it's a lost fight
it's a lost fight
cos when i talk to you on the phone
well, it's just like being alone
it's not half right
it's not half right...

muchas cosas que pensar... decir... expresar... comunicar... transmitir...

que bien se siente uno cuando en vez de ver la pared como un obstaculo...lo ve como un reto...como algo que escalar y superar...asi se te aprarecen muchas situaciones en esta vida...pero no todas las entiendes o asimilas...hasta que suceden en serie o ciclos y vas comprendiendo el balance...han sido unos dias duro para el cuerpo...pero de provecho para el espirtu y de comprension del alma...buen party el sabado, me gusto la buena vibra...el domingo se sitio el amor con los hare krishanas en el Ratha-Yatra...el amor es lo que me elude, pero veo a diario...sin compromiso alguno lo doy...y se siente bien...asi que lo seguire haciendo...es lo que he aprendido...

playamarte toca hoy...!!!

asi como lo leiste...playamarte en el mirador...con 'Los adixion'...'tripa'... y 'maladie'...ver mapa para mas detalles...all ages...byob (osea trae tu propio pisto...)

tattoo you...!!!

fui al tattoo expo 2006 aca en tijuana y regrese con esto en el brazo...cortezia de los batos de tat2mex...gracias Beto...

video del dia - video of the day...

El video del dia es de 'Hi lucy'...una banda de Puebla que nos visito por aca en mis tierras fronterisas...hacen musica bien chida instrumental post-rockera...este video es de su visita que nos dieron por aca en el evento en conjunto de los chavos del el 'Combi-colective' y de el colectivo multidiciplinario 'lalala'...saludos...La cancion se llama 'flores y estellas'...



The video of the day is from the band 'Hi lucy' from Puebla Mex...they make some really nice instrumental post-rock...This video is taken from a presentation in Tijuana. Mex. in a event curated by the 'combi-colective' and the 'lalala' colective...The song is called 'flores y estrellas'...

nuevo disco de ISIS...!

Si...saldra el 31 de octubre...halloween...tambien sacaran un dvd en vivo y un split cd con Aereogramme...


Se llamara 'in the absense of truth' y aqui esta la portada...




pueden escuchar la cancion 'dulcinea' en su myspace...

oh happy day...

All I can say is that I am trully happy for the first time in a while...It's not becuase of welth, health or any kind of physical matter...I'm just happy to be alive and to love...without prejudice...

Walking alone at night with thee...

Poems don't come out when you are sitting down with pen and paper...
they flow like life and times taken into and becoming the air...
blue is a color for this occation, but it reminds me of you...
and even though you told me that if you think of me ill be there...
the lights in the street take of and give me direction and purpose...

I've walked these streets alone before...
but its never feel like this...
I'm supposed to feel happy with a memory and a thought
but I'm only human...
I need you now...

Half way home, I called your phone...
you didn't answer...
you didn't answer...
just like you said you would...
now this is over...
before it started it is over...

Take this night and send me what is left of it...
if you are not a part of if, then ask me why did I try...?
If the failure is not a broken heart...
then for once the spell is broken...

Breaking down the fears and...
trying to find a colliding point in different points of view...
we got lost in a trouble caused by caution...
we needed the cover of blind faith...
but you know me better and what I ask is more than that...

estrella fugaz...

05/07/06

es ese tipo de dia...
en que solo piensas en libertad y aire...
en tu cabeza en su hombro...
en las causas de la explocion...
pero igual quedo en sonrisas...

yo he estado, esperando ocilacion...
yo manejo, tu solo sientate y disfruta el viento...
ya hay calor...
entre voz...

como se llamo aquel dia...
que pintaste color corazon y arteria...
me viste tokando y no abriste...
me dijiste la clave...

ya dejando de jugar con mascaras y pelucas...
olvidando que el cerrojo ya no esta...
vanilla y mantequilla y cabernet sauvignon...
y latidos de corazon...
de metal, saliva y carne...

ahora me toka a mi despertar...
ya es hora de dejar de manejar...
es hora de estacionarnos y apagar la luz...
veremos estrellas rebotar...
apenas comenzo y se apagara...

Resultados oficiales de la casilla en la que servi como secretario...(1038...Tijuana B.C. )

asi como dice el titulo...

Presidente de la Republica...
PAN-91
PRI-61
PRD-41
N.A.-5
ALT-10
anulados-6

214 votos...

Diputado...
PAN-95
PRI-63
PRD-29
N.A.-15
ALT-7
anulados-5

214 votos...

Senadores...
PAN-92
PRI-64
PRD-30
N.A.-18
ALT-5
anulados-5

214 votos...

dale amor a tu perro...

Hoy, sea cual sea el dia que puedas llegar a leer esto, dale amor a tu perro u otro acompañante animal...dale amor y expresale es cariño que merece...ese es mi buen trip de hoy...encuentra uno mejor...

Fin de fin...

viernes:

tijuana fashionismo...
wero...monchis...memorex...horse...tommie sunshine (TCA, New York...)...
Salon Centenario...15 dlls...all ages...presentado por Tony Tee!!!



Sabaduco...

the 5th element is proud to bring you:


Live:
Horror Place - zik/Matutero
[ Devils Mind Records / Insomnia Records - Grecia ]
Audiopathik
[ Devils Mind / Acidance / Mechanik / Mass Abduction - Mexico ]

Dj Sets:
ZIK - [ Devils Mind Records / Insomnia Records ]
Devic - [ Jester Records - India ]
Macro & Mutex - [ Mass Abduction / Pleiadian Records ]
Madro - [ Mass Abduction / Pleiadian Records ]
Umbra - [ 5th Element ]
Wiked - [ 5th Element ]
Spaceturtle - [ Mindfull / 5th Element ]

Psylocib - [ 5th Element ]
Noid - [ 5th Element ]
Zep - [ 5th Element ]

No hands...

(written on : 01/26/06...)

No hands...

wounds, battle wounds, love battle wounds...
the thing under my tongue is sore...
lips out of control, such sweet forgiveness...
with ulterior motive, using the moment...

If heaven left me out because of this
then I don't want to go...

Despite visible cautions, and casual interruptions...
in comfort of conversation...
sharing warmth and a drink and a cigarette...
looking out at the world and feeling alive...
how we blended and subtly separated...
you've never looked more beautiful...
and the hair subtly misplaced was perfect...

and the taste of pleasure on your lips was evident...
the memory you tried to hide is permanent...
and you say you didn't lie...
but I still think you streached the truth...

and we drive, to get closer...
but we stay away from each other...
and none of our plans work out...
we are both invaded, by the past turned present...

if you have given up, then this is over...
because you are in control and getting sober...
but the alcohol was not a reason...
it was the icebreaker we needed to gain back our disscontrol...

If heaven left me out because of you...
the I don't want to go...

fuck circus...

Mejor escuchemos psy...medias de seda (kahlua baby...!)...bring your own beer...no cover, todas la edades... music by Oliver, Mandingo & more... a una cuadra sobre el blvd. agua caliente despues de la plaza carrousel/plaza las brisas...de ahi a la derecha, y de ahi a la izquierda al final de la cuadra en unas canchas de basketball...Party on...Fuck circus...!

video of the day...

my favorite Pink Floyd period...my favorite song off 'More'...'Cymbaline'...

conejos y gatos, vestidos de humanos...

ya esta todo listo y confirmado...Austin TV en Tijuana con invitados...Antiniño, de CD Juarez...valiumradio, Lhabia, Aeroplanos, Pseudorockers y Vinyl...

Se viene el terror...!

aqui un resumen de lo mas interesante de los pasara por Tijuana en estos dias...

viernes... Vs en la Yarda... de los compas de '5th Element'...


Sabado... 'maniqui lazer', 'casa wagner', 'amarillo 5000', 'dj wero', 'dj monchis' en las trancas...


sabado...'Desde el underground'...en 'palladium hall'


tambien por ahi, van a haber tokadas de ambiente, aeroplanos y para el 2 de junio (hope hope...!), estaremos viendo por aca a los emascardos de Austin TV en el evento de presentacion del colectivo 'LaLaLa' en las trancas ...

Pero el terror se viene el 24 de junio con la presencia de 'Horror place/zik/matutero'...oh the humanity, can't wait!...

PartyPartyParty!!!

Happy birthday 'ericka'...la chica 'cherry-blossom'---'partypartyparty' con Tijuana Morena...cuidado, porque pega... Encargados de mover bootys...'mekanik', 'mandingo' & 'monchis'...

takatakatakatakataktaka...

Que buen party, el viento me dijo nombres y verdades, el cuerpo llego a sus limites y el psy a todo lo que daba...un punto, el party rifo, Eskimo me dejo abajo leve...all in all, muy buen party...

los hermanos flamingo takataka...

como dijo my compa el Jacko...

what a great night...!!! good times had by all...nuevos compas, viejas amistades, todos ahi por el buen trip y con buen trip...Pako...rifo el party, man!


pako...oscar(recording)...GeorgeMandingo...Jack Daniels...

compartamos tijuana...

Nos vemos aqui mañana...






'Happy birthday Pax, brother of many battles, friend in deed, friend with weed...I love you man, not in that way though...!

Ryon is going...

be a pal and say goodbye...

10,000 Days

The cover artwork and track listing for tool's upcoming album has been released...see you at coachella...



(track listing)
1) Vicarious
2) Jambi
3) Wings For Marie (pt. 1)
4) 10,000 Days (Wings pt.2)
5) The Plot
6) Lipan Conjuring
7) Lost Keys (Blame Hofmann)
8) Rosetta Stoned
9) Intension
10) Right In Two
11) Viginti Tres...

Let's beat these bitches...

MEXICO, MEXICO, MEXICO!!!

Solo posteo y en español, para hacerme sentir mas nacionalista...porque le ganamos a los gabachos y no nadamas eso, sino los dejamos fuera del clasico mundial de beisbol...America's passtime my ass...oh que rico se siente...nos la pelaron...

The weekend starts here...

once again, man...

Thursday...

machucas...


friday... (st. Patrick's day, don't forget to wear green...)
take your pick...
las trancas

Palladium Hall

marko disco


saturday...
4th & B


or back to machucas...


and sunday...
Palladium Hall

I have a problem...

I have a problem with hypocrites...That being said, Isaac Hayes quit South Park, because they made fun of his cult...err...I mean'religion'...So, the question is, what will happen to Chef...?

P.D. Tune into Letterman tonight to see what Trey and Matt have to say about Hayes, Scientology & the upcoming 10th (yes, 10th...) season of South Park...

Jungle love, owie-owie -oh!!!

I hope my newfound taste for cheesy 80's synth funk dies down soon...but oh well...you can blame Chappelle for Prince, and Jay for Morris Day and The Time...and most importantly Gilbert for the paranoia in Rockwell's 'somebody's watching me'...

funky weekend once again...

aunque mas light, pero bueno...

jueves...
machucas

friday...
las trancas


tripien las pinturas de Lisaid y denle buena vibra y happy birthday a Narda...

saturday...


las trancas


ahi apoyen a mi friend 'Recording', he's gonna be big, big I tell ya'...

y el wero se va a poner a mover culos en por 3 dias seguidos...oh'yeah'...

I'm back from africa...(where it all started...)

Primero, gracias al pax por arreglar los links...segundo, que bueno estuvo el party de este fin de semana...goddam...habra mas trip por aqui...pretty soon...y ademas...hay un putero mas de links...servidos...

Coachella

Coachella line up announced!!! go here to see full list...

Nice guy Eddie...

R.I.P...

dia de la nada...

solo regreso un instante... para avisarles que el 16 de enero es el dia de la nada...y ayer fue el dia del gargajo...va a haber una implocion en este espacio, de la cual no se que pasara y para utilizar estas pendejadas""..."who will die and what will be left of them"...gracias a 'Murder by death' y a gaby (por lo del gargajo)...y la chica con la que solia dormir...por regresarme aqui...